Monday, February 28, 2011

all sorts of emotions

Well, we are officially done with our Foya shooting for team number one- it has been an incredibly packed week with some amazing footage! I'm very excited to show you guys- hopefully it will be soon!

Tomorrow we head down to Monrovia to do some shoots there, and team number two arrives Wednesday afternoon.

Today we were able to spend some time with my CLP participants and staff. If I'm allowed to say so myself, it was great. These women are amazing, and so excited to learn how to read and right, but more importantly, more about God.

On a sad note, Friday we spent the majority of the day at the hospital covering our "Give Blood for Free" campaign. It was an incredible day following the donors and the recipients. Unfortunately we received the news tonight that one of those patients we met passed away. Life just isn't easy in any way, shape or form here. Please pray for his family as they mourn the loss of a father and husband.

Sunday, February 27, 2011

An $800 Sunrise

Sometimes things happen and we are not sure "why" they happened-but they do. Sometimes these events make you laugh, sometimes they make ponder life and sometimes they cost you money...I had a moment like this today and it is going to cost me!

Let me set the stage for you: filming at sunrise, at 7:30am (we had been up since 5:45am), the gorgeous sunrise coming up over the rice fields of Liberia...

We are almost done and Ryan is running in front of the camera acting goofy-so I decided out of no where to step out of my comfort zone and be a little crazy too -hey why not! I lift my mono-pod and chased Ryan while swinging the mono-pod over my head. And that's when it happened-the event that changed my day-my month-and my bank account. I had my camera around my neck resting on my hip as I was running and out of NO WHERE a little rock jutted out and down I went...onto my left side-the side my camera was on...the good news is the camera body is ok. The bad news...my lens busted-like broke into two pieces-and so did my heart...

If any of you have ever been around me and my equipment, you know that I don't mess around with it- I treat it was a lot of care and make sure everyone else does too! But, I guess sometimes stuff happens... and today was one of those days... If you feel like donating to my "save the lens" project, contact me...

Saturday, February 26, 2011

Voinjama- Advanced Level Training

Today we headed out to Voinjama to shoot our Advanced Level Pastor Training. Here are a few images from today! I've been helping out shooting video, which I am relatively new at but am having a great time learning the tricks of the trade from Ryan. This afternoon we went around Foya on motorbikes- apparently the photo opps were so urgent that we didn't have time to take our helmets off... making us look like white martians. I'm sure that made the kids feel comfortable.... :)






Friday, February 25, 2011

Thursday, February 24, 2011

Thursday, February 24

I am currently surrounded by video and photography "techies" with really fun toys.... and love it!

Day one went extremely well- I am just so proud of our staff, beneficiaries and the testimonies they give to how SP has impacted their lives. Today we were able to cover our Church Mobilization Process- a series of envisioning Bible studies that we take pastors and church leaders through, in order to envision them to be how Christ wants the church to be. Essentially it is about holistic ministry- addressing the physical and spiritual needs of their communities- leading to development projects in which they are using their own resources. The program is doing amazing, and I am so glad to be a small part of it!

I have a pretty sweet job.

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Wednesday, February 23

It was a good day today. This afternoon Bev and I were able to pick up a team of three who are here for 7-14 days of capturing what SP Liberia is all about on video! I look forward to the week ahead with these guys! (Plus they are all "techies" so I get to see some more 'toys'...)

The past three weeks in our Monrovia devotions we have been talking about the topic of marriage. Like the States, Liberia struggles with strong marriages, there are many people living together, couples that live far apart from each other for long periods of time, plus everything else that goes into what makes a marriage work. This morning Kendell decided to take it a different direction, and talk to a few of the single staff about what we have learned from the last three weeks on marriage. I was asked to be "vulnerable" in front of our group of 40-50 staff and talk about what it is like to be single. I was quite excited about this actually, because so often I can get this look of sympathy from people at home or Liberians who are married, because I am single.

But the fact is, I am perfectly content to be single.

It was a blessing to be able to share with our staff that because I am single, I can focus on my ministry, which is what God is calling me to do at this point in my life. I have a lot of married friends, and I believe that is what God has called them into, and most of them are raising God fearing children. For me, God has called me to be single.

In 1 Corinthians 7, Paul talks about continuing in the situation in which you were called. I was called to Liberia. I was called as a single person. It would make no sense for me to be in Liberia distracted by trying to hunt down a husband. My calling is to serve God and the people of Liberia at this point in my life. May that change sometime? Maybe, that is in God's hands.

When I was in college, someone told me that my role as a single person was to run as fast and hard towards Jesus as I possibly could. While running, if I happen to notice a person next to me who is running just as fast towards Jesus, then I should start paying attention-- maybe we could run together. But until I look over and see someone running beside me, my eyes are on Christ.

Right where they should be.

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Tuesday, February 22

This song by Casting Crowns really describes where our team is at right now:

"If we've ever needed You
Lord, it's now, Lord, it's now
We are desperate for Your hand
We're reaching out, we're reaching out

All our hearts, all our strength
With all our minds, we're at Your feet
May Your kingdom come in our hearts and lives
Let Your church arise, let Your church arise"

This afternoon we had a meeting at the office with all staff who want to be actively involved in the festival, March 25-27. Tonight, we got together as expats to talk through what the next 6 weeks look like in preparation for the festival. We are anticipating 40,000 people to come to the festival- which is no small number. The task ahead of us is massive. But we serve a big God.

If you are a person who prays, please join us in praying for the festival.

Pray for health and safety for all of the volunteers, staff, out of country visitors and all of their families, and especially for Franklin.

Pray for spiritual protection in the preparation and proclamation phase of the Festival. Spiritual warfare is real.

Pray for extra energy, strength and grace as we all take on extra responsibilities to make this happen.

Pray for softened hearts for the people of Liberia, that they may come to hear the Truth, and a revival will happen in this country.

Pray that God will move mountains, and more than 40,000 people will come to attend the festival!

Pray that His church will arise!

Tomorrow the first of 3 media teams arrives. I'll update as much as I can while they are here, depending on our internet up country. Please pray for smooth and safe travel, and great opportunities to talk with our beneficiaries about how our projects have impacted their lives.






Monday, February 21, 2011

Monday, February 21

Woke up early to set up my video for devotions. Met with Program Managers after devotions to go through the schedule of the 2 media teams we have coming starting this week. Quick drove into town to cover an errand. Back to the office to finish completing media team schedules. Out to lunch with the girls to celebrate Danielle's 25th Birthday. Back to the office to meet with finance. Met with my staff about this weeks schedule. Met with some program managers to help answer questions for the upcoming teams. Met with the BGEA about more festival design needs. Designed what they needed. Met with some staff about interviews for next week. Uploaded a video for headquarters. Figured out how we are to get 1500 pounds of people and equipment to Foya when the chopper only holds 900. Delivered the hard copy designs to the BGEA office. Ran home for a quick snack. Back to the office to pick up my computer after uploading. Back home for my real supper. First cup of coffee of the day at 7:30 pm... 12 hours later than normal! To Bev and Kendell's for birthday cake for Danielle. Back home updating my blog. Ah Mondays.

Sunday, February 20, 2011

Sunday, February 20

Visited a special boy today- always fun to spend time with the kids! Let me introduce you to a couple of cuties... (all pictures by Bev)

This is Ivan. He's probably 2 years old, no more than 30 inches tall but he can talk! The second I arrived he talked my ear off- I couldn't understand half of what he was saying, but he was funny!


This sweetie stuck by our side at all times- she has a great smile, doesn't she?


I was able to read some books to the kids- thanks M & K! They loved them!


Can you tell which ones I drew?

Saturday, February 19

Had a relaxing day today- the calm before the storm of the upcoming month! Taya and I were both anticipating loading two trucks with project supplies that need to be delivered, and were told that they loading would begin at 7 am. So, both of us were up and ready to load the truck with our supplies. 8 o'clock came and went, no truck or driver. 10 o'clock came and went. No truck or driver. 12 o'clock came and went, no truck or driver. 2 o'clock came- my truck driver showed up and I went and loaded my supplies. Still no truck for Taya. We decided instead of waisting the rest of our day waiting for her truck, we might as well wait at the beach and keep our ears open for her phone to ring! Well, her truck never came. So much for 7 am!


Here was the view from our porch this evening- what a beautiful day we enjoyed!


This is me and my "Michigan dad." Jon was on the very first team I had hosted back in 2008 while I was hosting teams and visitors to African Bible College University. He's been a "regular" ever since, as well as his wife Vicki! They have both been up at ABCU for the last 6 weeks- Vicki teaching in the education department, and Jon continuing to lend his construction skills. I know for a fact that the students and staff at ABCU love this couple, as well as anyone who comes in contact with them! Jon and Vicki have been such a blessing to have in Liberia a few months each year, and are a great example of never growing tired of doing good.


Jon took us out for supper this evening, so the boys wanted to get dressed up.


After supper, Taya, Danielle and myself were tackling the pile of dirty dishes in our kitchen- as we were drying, each towel we pulled out had bigger and bigger holes. Guess its time for new towels!

Friday, February 18, 2011

Friday, February 18

Well, it's Friday evening, and that only means one thing: I made it through the week. My brain is pretty fried so don't expect anything too profound tonight! But I will share with you another "job" I've picked up during my time in Liberia.

I'm officially the SP beautician.

I've been cutting hair for Kendell, Isaac and Felix (and Buzz) for a couple of years, but last year my clientele exploded. Who's hair have/do I cut? Bev, Taya, Adanesh, Justin, Matt, Kendell, Isaac, Felix, Reed, Hannah and a half dozen or more SP guests that decide they need a trim, or even a whole new style while they are here.

Towards the end of the year last year, I was recieving phone calls from other mission groups asking for appointments for them! (If you haven't figured it out, we don't have many options for places to go for haircuts) This week alone I have cut 3 people's hair (including a nicely shaped mullet- with photos to come) and I have three more to do this weekend. Thankfully, if you live in Liberia, more than likely you are not too picky about your hair, which offers a lot of grace to the one holding the scissors!

Thursday, February 17, 2011

Thursday, February 17


This is an example of the thousands of posters that are pasted along businesses, vehicles, light poles, cement slabs, and really anywhere else they will stick to all throughout Monrovia. Coming soon... billboards!

Please pray that thousands of people will come for the festival, and that thousands will come to know the Truth.

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Wednesday, February 16

Sorry, no post from yesterday- lack of internet! It was a tremendously stressful day, so you didn't miss much :)

Today, though, was a great day! It was full of many "firsts" since I've been in Liberia:


P.A.'s is a ribhouse in Monrovia, which recently opened a second location- which is much better, cheaper, closer... AND it has a drive through! This is a totally new concept in Liberia!

We headed to P.A.'s for a lunch meeting today- $5 cheeseburger with REAL Hunts ketchup--- it was SOOOO good!

Then we went to check out a couple of local hotels for some upcoming guests. To our shock and surprise, they had an elevator! We had to document our first ever elevator ride in Liberia...
The Liberian woman thought we were a bit crazy!


It's the small things that sometimes get you through the day. :)

Monday, February 14, 2011

Monday, February 14

Took the trip from Foya to Monrovia today, via UN chopper. The last 5-6 times have been quite enjoyable and smooth. Today... not so much!

This past friday, the UN chopper landed a bit too hard in Foya, resulting in one of the wheels breaking off, and the chopper leaning unhealthily to the side. Everyone was safe and sound, but not a landing you necessarily want to have!

Today, I was looking at that broken down chopper while I was waiting to get on board mine. As I boarded, I went towards the back, thinking that since there are only 6-7 of us, I could maybe find space to lay down and take a nap! As I headed in that direction, the attendant told me I had to sit in the front, because something wasn't right with the helicopter.

Great. Just the news I wanted to hear!

Let me tell you, that hour was the longest hour of my life (next to the flight to Kenya last October when we hit incredible turbulence)! Of course my senses were enhanced listening to every sound the chopper made as we dipped and turned more than usual. At one point, I had let my imagination run wild, and I'm looking out at the 3 Pakistani soldiers and 6 Jordanian soldiers sitting around me and i'm thinking, "Well... these could be the people I die with."

Not a good thought to have 1000 feet above the Liberian jungle.

I was incredibly thankful when we landed in Gbarnga! I decided that even though seeing Jesus today would be amazing... I didn't want to go today!

Leg number two from Gbarnga to Monrovia went much smoother.. but maybe it helped that I listened to praise and worship music the whole flight!

While leaving the airport in Monrovia, I walked outside with my little suitcase and motorbike helmet. I looked up to see Bev laughing at me in her vehicle. I wasn't sure why, so I asked her once I got into the vehicle. She stated it was very surreal to watch me walking out of the airport like nothing is out of the ordinary, and be followed by 16 other UN soldiers and UN police officers in their camo uniforms. (Imagine the scene in Armageddon, with the guys all walking towards the camera in their orange jumpsuits just coming from Mars... except insert me in front of them, leading the pack!)

There are many times in a week that I stop and think to myself, "Is this really my life?" Today was one of those days!

Happy to be safe and sound in Monrovia for a week before some more craziness begins!

Sunday, February 13, 2011

Sunday, February 13


I conquered "the hill" today!

Several times I've traveled up this hill by vehicle.. but I've never attempted it by motorbike before, until today. It doesn't look very big in the picture, but the picture doesn't do it justice to how long the hill is, and how beautiful the area is.

About 3/4 the way up this motorbike decided to stop and let off its passengers. With a little maneuvering, I was able to make my way around him and make it to the top.

Next time I'll tacke it in rainy season! :)

Saturday, February 12, 2011

Saturday, February 12

I don't know what it is like, personally, to survive a war.

I don't know what it's like to run for my life.

I don't know what it's like to look a rebel soldier in the eye and pray that the answer I give is what he or she wants to hear.

I don't know what it is like to go without food for weeks at a time, resorting to eating paper and napkins to survive.

I don't know what it's like to know that I am running in one direction, and my sister is running in another... and if I will ever see her again... or if she will even survive.

But so many of our staff do. So many of our staff members have lived through all of these things and more- more unspeakable things that we could never imagine.

It's easy for me to forget these facts when I'm focused on my day to day work. It's easy to get lost in the to-do list and get frustrated with what isn't getting done... instead of remembering that maybe there is a reason- a deep reason in some Liberians on why they are the way they are now.

Today I overheard a staff member tell the story of how he was staring down the barrel of a gun... but because a particular old woman nearby asked him to pick up her facial cloth, and he listened, he ended up surviving. "That old Ma saved my life!" he said, laughing.

It's easy for me to forget that the war ended 8 years ago in Liberia. But it's not so easy for those that lived through it. The most mundane task in a day can trigger a past memory.

I will never forget last October. It was my 30th birthday. On a day that so many of us celebrate as a "milestone," one of my friends and co-workers came to wish me a happy birthday. He asked how old I was, and when I responded, he said, "Hmmm.... when turned thirty I was running for my life in the middle of the jungle, and hadn't eaten for days. I didn't even know it was my birthday at the time. Happy Birthday." And he shook my hand and walked away.

I want Liberia to move forward. I want to help them to move forward. But I don't want them to forget that God spared them for a reason. Lord, give me the wisdom to know how to do that.

Thursday, February 10, 2011

Thursday & Friday, February 10 & 11

No internet to update last night from Foya.

It's Armed Forces Day in Liberia today, the equivalent to Memorial Day in the States. Was really great to wake up to a quiet base this morning, but hard to get out of my soft bed to go to my training! But, I was definitely blessed to attend the last day of training with my staff, to be able to listen to their Bible discussions, and encourage them for the year ahead.

Monday, all of the facilitators and Teacher Assistants move into their new communities to begin the registration process with the women.

I'm excited to see how God is going to move this year in CLP!

Alisa, Taya and Adanesh all left for Monrovia today, so I have a room to myself at base- which rarely ever happens. I've got my to-do list, my book and a motorbike just waiting to be ridden! Looking forward to a productive/relaxing weekend!

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Wed, February 9

I'm heading back up to Foya tomorrow to encourage my staff who are taking part in our Adult Literacy Training to help kick off the year. I'll be the only expat in Foya this weekend, which means lots of quiet time to hopefully catch up with everything! Friday is Armed Forces Day here in Liberia, which is the equivelant to Memorial Day in the States, so the base should be pretty quiet with everyone off for the holiday.

Bev has been asked by our UK office to run the London Marathon in April, to help raise money for Water and Sanitation projects and Livelihoods projects (go CLP!) in Liberia! She has been training extremely hard in this humid climate, and you can follow her progress and training here or even donate to the cause! Bev, I am proud of you for running with purpose!


Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Tuesday, February 8

Lately after our staff devotions in Monrovia, I make a "Do today or Die" list that I post next to my desk. Every day that list seems to get longer, and filled with bigger tasks. Today I was able to complete 7 out of 8, but the 8th is a BIG one.

I'm heading to bed now, knowing full well that I have to be up for 4 hours in the middle of the night to help carry a team to the airport. I think tomorrow I will have to find a quiet place I can lock myself into to finish that big task before the day ends. Here's hoping anyway!

Monday, February 7, 2011

Monday, February 7

Three of the participants in the Beginner level in Bopolu.



T-R-O-U-B-L-E :)


Snack anyone?

Sunday, February 6, 2011

Sunday, February 6

I keep telling people around me that I feel as if I have graduated from something. Two years ago when co-workers would talk "development" I felt like they were speaking a foreign language. I knew what they were trying to achieve, but at the time, I was just the photographer who captured it.

One visitor from an affiliate office in particular has always made me nervous and intimidated. I always felt unable to contribute to the conversation at hand. But over the last year while managing CLP, all that has changed. This year, I understood the theories and conversations. This year I was able to contribute or rebuttal. This year I even gave my own opinions and strategies.

Do I have it figured out? No way. Am I growing? Definitely.

Watching my CLP ladies come to class and learn how to tell the difference between a "G" and a "W" is inspiring. God gave us all brains for a reason- to continue to learn, and in that we honor Him by using what He has given us. No matter what age. No matter what our background or situation.

No matter if you are "just" a photographer.

Saturday, February 5, 2011

Saturday, February 5

Drove into Bokomu this morning to see projects. My first time on the new road that leads to these communities! So exciting to see that development happen. Now, instead of walking 8 or more hours to go to a market, there are taxi buses that run regularly to carry the women and their goods the 45 minutes to Bopolu! Progress!

Was absolutely delighted to see little Hauwa, who gave her life to Christ 2 years ago during VBS in Gbarngay. I saw her right away, and was greeted with a great big hug! She told me she is reading her children's Bible that I gave her after VBS. Music to my ears.

Also was able to see/encourage one of the women I am mentoring. Exciting to see her doing well!

We spent the day visiting projects such as water filters, latrines, hand pumps and wells, sheep and goats, CLP rabbits and CLP classes.

It has been a good day.

Friday, February 4, 2011

Friday, February 4

Slept incredibly hard last night in my top bunk. I think that is an important indicator to me that no matter how crazy life will be in the next 2 months, getting my sleep is important for me to stay healthy.

I finished up a few meetings in Foya, and boarded the SP chopper to travel to Bopolu. It was a beautiful day to fly, and the beauty of Liberia struck me once again.

Once in Bopolu, I met up with a team visiting from our UK office. Tomorrow we will be heading out to see some projects, and show off some of the work we've been doing the last few years!

Also, tomorrow back in Foya, we will be launching a campaign, along with the local church, about the awareness of HIV/AIDS, and also campaigning for free blood donations (Liberians are paid to give blood, which means if you have no money to buy blood, you will not recieve it in the hospital). This is an exciting time, with the launch of the first operating blood bank in Liberia! Our intern Danielle has been working extremely hard with our OVC team to make this happen. Please pray that there is a large and positive turn out!

Thursday, February 3, 2011

Thursday, February 3

Insane day today. Met with all of my new employees, all 28 of them for this project. Finished that meeting and completed an hour and a half long video interview with one of our M convert staff for an upcoming video I am putting together. Dealt with a pile of emails from headquarters regarding media preparations for the Festival that is happening in March. Finalized some plans for an upcoming team that is visiting. Had a long "discussion" with our logistics manager about the process of booking vehicles. Finalized a few reporting forms for my coordinators to use this year. Met with a community that we want to work in this year with CLP, answered a hundred questions about the logistics of the program. Ate Pakistani food. Pounded out another pile of emails.

All in all, there were some really great things that happened today, too. CLP 2011 is officially on its way! I think we have a great team to accomplish the goals of the program this year.

The video interview with our staff was very moving. Makes me realize how easy it is to let the day go by without truly thinking about Christ dying for ME. There are so many people and M's in Liberia that need to hear and accept that message.

Was able to share in the excitement of the women in this new community we are going to work in. After the meeting all the women came to hug me!

And Pakistani food is always a plus- I had a great time with the team- I am sure we give the UN soldiers a lot of entertainment because we usually attack our food as if we haven't eaten in weeks!

Traveling to Bopolu tomorrow, to catch up with a team from the UK. I'll update you from there!

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Wednesday, February 2

Some of my favorite interview moments this week:

Joni: "You know, God made us all differently- we all are good at some things and not so good at others. Can you tell me what your strengths are?"

Interviewee- "Physically?"
________________________

Joni: "So tell me why you want to be a CLP facilitator?"

Interviewee: silence.

Joni: "Can you tell me what you are good at? What your strengths are?"

Interviewee: silence.

Joni: "Can you tell me about your spiritual life? Your relationship with Christ?"

Interviewee: Silence.

Joni: "Ok! Thanks for coming."

____________________________

Joni: "Ok we have been asking you lots of questions today. Do you have any questions for us?"

Interviewee: "Well, yes. What would happen if the community I am living in starts to complain about me?"

Joni: "Are you planning on the community complaining about you?"

Interviewee: "No! No! I am just wondering what would happen."

Joni: "We would talk to you and deal with the issue"

I: "Ok. So what would happen if I get into a fight?"

Base Manager: "Why are you asking these questions??? Are you trying to pre-empt what is going to happen?"

I: "no no no... I am just wondering."

J: "Um... ok. thanks for coming in!"
_______________________________

Joni: "Ok so we have talked about your strengths. What would you say is a weakness of yours?"

Interviewee: thinking...... "Hard work."

Joni: " Excuse me? Did you say hard work?"

Interviewee: "Yes. Hard work."

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Tuesday, February 1

I want to tell you a little about my friend Jerry. Jerry works at our Foya base as "house" help. He is the first one at work in the morning before anyone gets up, and makes sure that we have water in the bathroom, clean dishes for breakfast, and to make sure everything else is ready for the day. Technically he only gets paid to come in on Saturday and Sundays, but there has never been a day that I have been in Foya that he has not been at the office hard at work, every single day of the week. We (as in the expats) all love the guy and appreciate all of his hard work!

Yesterday we found out that it was his birthday, so we were able to find someone in town that could help us by baking a cake for him. The cake was completed and delivered, complete with frosting that read "Happy Birthday Jerry!" We pulled Jerry inside to surprise him with the cake and to sing happy birthday- after we finished singing he replied, " I'm just so thankful to God for this surprise... this is only the second gift I've ever recieved in my life. So thank you sooo much for this gift."

We all stood there shocked that this sweet, hard working 21 year old has only recieved a birthday cake one other time in his life. Oh, the things we take for granted.

Thanks mom, for all the birthday celebrations you have made possible for me.